Friday, March 31, 2006
I wanna play cricket on the green
Ride my bike across the stream
Cut myself and see my blood
I wanna come home all covered in mud
>>>>THE WHO (I'M A BOY)
I didn't get into brown despite wearing all my good luck charms all day yesterday dang it! Never mind, it only means that the power of the charms will be reserved for something else next time. I believe insanely in the power of good luck charms. If you hold it tight, wish hard and in the moment feel some magic dust swirling around you in your aura and adrenaline surge in your body, it is almost gonna make whatever you wish for come true. I felt that when I was wishing for me to pass my final theory trial test. Must have sucked up all that luck in that stuffy room. Whats worse I couldn't even jump up and whoop because firstly it's pathetic to whoop when passing a test like that and secondly the room was dead silent with concentration. I didn't think I'd feel sad but when my auntie asked me so where am I going for university I felt my heart sink when I said nus or ntu, sort of like a reflex action that took me by surprise. I just want to do the things I like, I don't care if I'm poor as long as I can survive and I'm happy and free and there's love.
C'est tres tres difficile!!!!! Aie du courage, moi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
moled at 3/31/2006 07:25:00 AM
Sunday, March 26, 2006
I'm going to make tie-dye t-shirts this week! Tying and mixing and stirring and then the glorious untying to reveal the burst of random marble pattern. I made 2 today, with dylon tartan green cold dye. Unfortunately I sprained my ol back. Never mind, it's an excuse to visit the chiropractor tomorrow for some shiok back-cracking and electric pulses in my back. I think I might make a little business of selling tie-dye t-shirts of people's favourite colour. So there's mexican red (red hot chilli peppers), sunshine yellow, sky blue, electric blue, mustard, vermillion, violet, lime green, black. Everyone looks nice in tie-dye. Tonight my grandmother did something which made me remember why she was my favourite person in the world when I was young before I discovered horrible things about her. I think my brother and I both have this unquestioning belief that Zach Braff is probably one of the nicest people in the world. I watched Napoleon Dynamite:
"What do you plan to do today, Napoleon?"
(irritated)"Whatever I feel like, gosh!!!!!!"
moled at 3/26/2006 06:21:00 AM
