Friday, September 09, 2005
CARPE DIEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have 2 days to do all of Greeks and practise all of maths. I haven't done maths since last sunday and I haven't stepped out of the house since Monday. I did chaucer, the country wife and measure for measure for 3 days straight and m. butterfly the next day poor oh maths. 8 consecutive nights of crazy dreams already and an average of 5 sms-es a day. That is the peaceful life of being home all day making an 11-year-old boy your best friend for 2 weeks, having porridge for lunch everyday and wearing shirts that are black/blue/grey and shorts that are blue/red/black for 2 weeks. Even more incredibly, sometimes when I write in my diary at night I find that it is always 11.38pm when I sit on my grandmother's bed and begin! Oh my goodness lady grandmother. And my blood debt has visited me this weekend that I am working on the Greeks. Oh sighhhhh, A breath thou art, servile to all the skyey influences.
moled at 9/09/2005 10:39:00 PM
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
Turquoise house!!!!!!
i am thinking of movies almost every waking minute. it's driving me insane. i'll think of a line, or a scene, any scene from a movie, and wish with all the longing that can be squeezed out in a millisecond to watch it, to just WATCH it, then in the next half of a second i know i have to do my work and i have to kill off the thought BY MYSELF.
all the cousins and aunties and uncles are back from their colonial house chalet, where the main thing they did on the last night was watch korean dramas and chinese dramas on laptops and PUNY portable dvd players, even the children.
My father doesn't seem to entertain the idea of painting our new house that will be built in 1.5 years turquoise, and would rather paint it beige or brown or white and might end up making it look like all the other horrid houses around that look like hospitals or asylums even though the owners are filthy rich---pity!!!!!!!! The main thing is that he really doesn't know what turquoise is at all. He's getting a bit mad with taking leave and 'doing things he enjoys', like looking at cars, reading the newspapers, watching korean dramas (influenced by his mad grown-up sisters who watched tv all their life. they would come home from school and plop themselves next to speakers or tvs), reading magazines and jogging.
I wonder what everyone is doing now. Whether they're feeling sane, sleeping, crying, bathing, masturbating, talking, studying, staring into space breathing. If you feel like vomitting because of all that studying, get a bloody haircut.
moled at 9/06/2005 08:35:00 AM
Sunday, September 04, 2005
It suddenly rained madly today and like yesterday, Momo (chinese-saudi-arabian neighbour who stays with parents, younger brother, younger sister, all less than 5, grandparents and greatgrandparents) came out to play in his underwear with his brother and sister. He is rolly, has big buttocks, big brown eyes and short brown hair that wraps his head. His brother and sister look like him, except they are thinner and his sister (the youngest, barely 2 or 3) has brown wispy curly hair. Yesterday I was doing my work by my grandmother's window and I heard screams. They were in their garden jumping about with each other and running around! They looked perfectly happy. Then their maids took off their red, green and white underwear and bathed them in cold water sort of at the side of the garage while they shivered and shrieked. Today Momo and brother went outside, at the edge of the sort of canal in even heavier rain. Rain is natural and lovely. It's a blessing!
moled at 9/04/2005 07:01:00 AM
