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Saturday, May 14, 2005

JOHN

John Lennon's pictures on The John Lennon Collection cd are electrifying. Not to most since he would appear as a tired middle aged man, but they drove me crazy. The one on the cover is of his face, closeup, at a slight angle, and you can see his skin and his wrinkles (not a lot) and his brown eyes and his curly brown hair that isn't thick but just right and almost till his shoulders and a bit of the black top he is wearing. He is staring at the camera and you can see also his very long sharp nose and thin lips and his mouth is closed. Usually I always see him young, in The Beatles, or slightly older, with long thick hair and tinted glasses, and in one picture (cover of Mister Lofthouse's Beatles cassette) he is wearing tight black pants and looks like he is having an erection.

Read Beautiful Boy, a beautiful song to his son. Some parts of the music sounds oriental and makes me feel like it is raining.

Close your eyes
Have no fear
The monster's gone
He's on the run and your daddy's here

Beautiful
Beautiful beautiful
Beautiful boy

Before you go to sleep
Say a little prayer
Every day in every way
It's getting better and better

Beautiful
Beautiful,beautiful
Beautiful boy

Out on the ocean sailing away
I can hardly wait
To see you come of age
But I guess we'll both just have to be patient
It's a long way to go
A hard row to hoe
Yes it's a long way to go
But in the meantime

Before you cross the street
Take my hand
Life is what happens to you
While you're busy making other plans

Beautiful
Beautiful beautiful
Beautiful boy

Darling
Darling Sean


John Lennon/Mayer/Ondrasik/Lofthouse save me sometimes. I came back late tonight and saw the little people (ting han, natalie, ting shann, baby) driving away in the car and I didn't get to hug them or carry them or talk to them or touch their hair and they wound down the window and all waved bye madly at me without actually saying bye because their little bodies couldn't coordinate that and I was heartbroken. It's been an odd day and I met yee han and she said she loves my hair as usual and we ate at swensens at usual and i ate coit tower as usual and she ate frosted chocolate malt as usual. Now it's thundering sensationally. And I will sleep tonight smelling John Bean.

moled at 5/14/2005 08:00:00 AM

be a goldmember.
i can see into your past, madame mary.

HELLO, STRANGER! Zach Braff