Vengeance Is Mine Inc.

Saturday, October 02, 2004

I am trying to do the oddest thing this Sunday afternoon which is to grapple with the fact that the exams are tomorrow. I know I WILL be prepared by then, but somehow I can't imagine myself sitting there doing the paper in that terrible hall in terrible lines and rows that are so obsessively neat. Or i will go through that feeling that everything is surreal and emerge all happy for maths.
yesterday was the peak of my internal insanity and oddness and i have almost concluded that i will never summon up enough passion for econs.
I am going through my planned routine towards finishing econs but I feel somewhat like a....blind plastic bag. Ah yes like the one in American Beauty.
The highlight of my day yesterday was! buying clairol's herbal essences and using it!
The highlight of today will be! Watching gilmore girls! (and at the same time probably planning how to finish going through econs)
I think the biggest struggle now is to try and remember the things in all the chapters. HOW.
Which day was it, I began to try on all the earrings I bought long ago, about 10 pairs, and which i've never ever worn! How delightful!
Delightful!
Delightful!
Delightful!
How could it be anything else?
YOUR BELLY WILL THANK YOU... AND SEND LOVE LETTERS.
I think I suffer from an obsessive-compulsive disorder!
I think I need to slap my family and then proceed to watch movies privately on the lolita evil pink beanbag, which my grandmother refers to as that one big glob that makes her room look MESSY!!!!!!!!
I need to depart now, for I am being irritating, and I have only 4 minutes left to mark and check my demand and supply mcqs which are about 37 pages long and then proceed to central problem of economics read and remember it in an hour and practice mcqs then proceed to do all other topics by tonight and then i am done with all econs until the next morning when i awake and hopefully i will feel as if the exam is tomorrow but not with a sense of panic rather a sense of calm and acceptance and goodness.
I am trying to recreate the lush divine bath experience!

moled at 10/02/2004 10:31:00 PM

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