Thursday, March 25, 2004
today is one of the best school days ive ever had!
mmm, today i saw our new classmates: vanessa, esmond, shaun and farah.
we had maths!!!!!!!!! exciting revelation aint it. we did graphs and i had this very nice urge to draw all over my paper with my black pen and label all the drawings. i drew a grammophone and a mad spangly woman.
we bought uniforms and spent half an hour in the tsd costume room taking out our underpants(!) (pe shorts) trying to decide on sizes! it was like shopping, being fickle minded all over again. everyone tells me i'll be crazy to take size 28 because even those seeming bigger than me take 27! but its absolutely comfortable though it flares a bit, but never mind, i already look like a lamb.
we had an intense discussion on religion during gp (during which i got to know esmond better as he said a lot and went 'yaaaay!' and clapped his hands at arika's little speech, and i asked carol if she's a free thinker whats her purpose for existence, and i agreed) and walked to 7-11 to eat, where i saw a cat's anus.
we came back and had a tsd gm. -licks lips-
they debriefed us on the exams, said that the esplanade library is inviting us to perform, talked about showing others the theatre here, and mister lofthouse said its probably one of the best things in singapore which made me laugh, welcomed the second intakers, told us about theatreslam (whereby i got really happy because finally i can get my father to once and for all see it all) and discussed the haunted house (whereby jasmine among a flurry of suggestions suggested someone to be feeding a dead body), and everyone left in happiness and goodwill and lived happily ever after. i heard jonathan's 'boy, you dropped your money' again. :D
on my way home i couldnt stop talking in the car and told papa that one of the best decisions i ever made in my life was to stay in vjc and take tsd.
and! i ate vegetables for dinner!!!!!! and, two bananas!!!!
and i decided finally to take size twenty eight! it feels so good to decide if you are a fickle minded imbecile. i tried on the vjc uniform and it doesnt look half bad! it cant be perfect and i dont want it to be perfect, i want it to be slightly mad in fact. and it is, flaring out a bit. i think i shall quite enjoy it. there are only a few days left with the st nicks uniform and the odd enigmatic belt on it.
i chatted with yeehan over the phone and really pleasantly heavenly happy for some reason, that she's doing well and that gideon (our long lost primary 1-4 classmate) has predictedly popped up where she is like the hanger cat he always was.
i cant wait for the thirteenth of july this year, for some reason. i keep extravagantly gleefully imagining if i get the humanities scholarship i will treat desiree lynn and amanda to another chocolate feast, and how happy we shall be. O, chocolate. american idol starts in 32 minutes and i shall see the pink monster, intense hobbit and carrot stick yet again. tomorrow we end at 1230 (OH MY GOD) and me, desiree and arika are going to go out together for the first time YES!
to top it all off, all you need is LOVE:
moled at 3/25/2004 05:52:00 AM
Wednesday, March 24, 2004
this morning i had an mc so i decided to go to school late. i walked out, almost hailed a cab, felt much too dizzy, called mummy and papa, and proceeded to step onto the main road and be knocked down by a car. no, not really. i headed home unstably, made it to my brother's empty bed and read about africa in my storybook.
i just had tea: 2 pieces of wheatbread with a lot of margarine, 2 butter biscuits, a timeout, a piece of cheese and a glass of water, and i am still bloody hungry, though this is more than what ive seen vivienne my classmate eat for lunch (one granola bar). i must note that is my first bar of chocolate in about a month, and it was PATHETIC. i have been staggering around the house uncertainly. i listened to pink champagne while reading 'i capture the castle' and do feel quite like cassandra mortmain now, having an ancient house to stagger around.
right this is odd, i feel truly peacefully happily pathetic. this is one of the rare times i stay home from school and dont jump about whooping. it must be because there ARENT lessons today. yes. i must be getting very delusional, having afternoon chats with eileen on american idol and mango on acting and writing non stop in my little diary and enjoying my cluttered dearly carpeted lovely messy room.
tootle-oo!!!!!
moled at 3/24/2004 12:30:00 AM
Tuesday, March 23, 2004
i was inwardly gleefully rude at the doctor just now. i told him that the other doctor, his partner, gave me cough syrup after saying that cough syrup doesnt work, and i wonder why he did that, while puzzedly frowning and not making eye contact with him. he got on explaining a lot. then i yanked a banana and smacked the rest back, told my siblings they cant drink my chocolate milk and blinked into space while speaking.
wonderful wet wonderful bloody day when i spend three dollars eating japanese noodles and found a perfect black swimming costume from nike and go to the doctor for the fourth time this month and go to amazon.com and find out about y tu mama tambien and diego luna and prozac nation: the young and depressed in america, and the bell jar by sylvia plath and leave orientation with a headache and a grimy peace chain and sit here finally to mister buble.
i need to read more of the virgin suicides.
or, i need to stay home and watch spongebob and eat trix with warm milk out of shiny clean silver spoons till my cough leaves me and i can breathe without itching my throat again and i can go swimline swimming in a seal-black swimsuit.
moled at 3/23/2004 04:57:00 AM