Friday, February 20, 2004
She Loves You, Yeah Yeah Yeah
I got em beatles!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
today i was at wheelock place, resting my poor frozen lower back outside marks and spencer (that glorious shop where i purchased o holy chocolate eclairs) on a bench and one of the european-looking guitar-buskers (those lovely jolly guitar strummers at the wheelock place underpass where the marvellous ipod advertisemens are) walked by, with long curly hair, carrying his guitar, and with a brownish bandana on his forehead, and was looking somewhere up on the escalator, but then he looked at us for a minute second and suddenly laughed! chuckled! for no visible, apparent reason, laughed at 2 complete strangers. in a way it made my day.
right now i have just finished sucking on a half-melted chocolatey brown eclair and chewed the sticky caramel between my teeth, which was crunching on a detergent pear an hour ago.
time for survivor, and today, today today today, the first time since season 1, shagging will very likely occur. -smirk-
moled at 2/20/2004 06:07:00 AM
Wednesday, February 18, 2004
ah yes, so i swallowed my throat infection virus possibly in the form of phelgm or saliva down my oesophagus into my stomach where the virus propagated and now, i have gastric flu.
to make matters worse, sesame street isnt very enjoyable now. the snuffle-upper-gus (?) didnt even appear once, big bird got too little screen time, bert didnt appear, 'journey to ernie' is irritating me and they even invited kofi annan on the show today, to teach the monsters about the UN way of togetherness, and so they all hugged him (robotman) together while he attempted to pat them and while they jumped about madly. it looked utterly silly. and today they kept giving lessons on how to use computers which was so irritating as the little kids took forever to type a name in the computer.
sesame street just isnt the same. the only thing that is the same is the ending credits! when the little kids and big bird jump up and down to background drawings of a dancing statue of liberty (whose dance steps are actually squat, stand up, squat, stand up) and new york apartments which nicely remind me of stories like superfudge, of little kids and big cities.
i just slept, woke up, tried to stand up but saw black in front of me, took a few steps while waiting for visual purple to be bleached and walk around aimlessly, flop back onto bed and sleep again. this continued almost the whole day, and i finished reading 'I'll take you there'. i did not understand the ending. i read TIME on whether goerge bush served his duty in army, and decided i like army stories. it was a very very unenjoyable day.
im ranting again, and i dont have much of interest to be said, but a day of mental activity when not asleep requires some things to be taken off the mind.
i shall now focus my energies on recovering.
i need the beatles.
moled at 2/18/2004 05:39:00 AM
Sunday, February 15, 2004
isnt he adorable!!
HELLO!!!!! i adore feeling cranky! i havent felt so happy on a sunday night (let alone on a night) since school started, with the exception of, say, the opening episode of survivor or american idol. sadly, all i do is fall asleep during those shows now. WHY!! school's been fun and odd. for some reason since school started, i just dont like talking about it, except with monosyllabic descriptions. tsd group prelims over today! i was a bitchy dancer! now try to imagine that will you. hohoho.
im too happy for my own good tonight. ive been tottering about my room, clearing some areas but leaving lizard shit untouched and tomorrow i shall send amanda her present we got her from australia, long overdue, with her sari photo! i love snail mail. what a surprise! how nice to receive snail mail letters. i dont mind mailing myself. or just choose a random address and mail. imagine the lovely surprise. anyway, we're all gonna meet soon (i hope!) and swim (i hope! i hope the oestrogen or progresterone or corpus luteum or WHATEVER doesnt pose any problems. too hell with hormones)! and that night i had a dream that adeline booked a room chalet for our class and me, lynn, desiree and amanda hogged one bed and jumped on it madly, and then we went off to see an old man whom if u wanted to ask for advice, u had to let him cut the surface of your skin twice.
i adore being called mary smith. so if you want to make my day call me mary smith. oh, and my johnny. john bean. he's een going everywhere i do, mainly when im feeling sad. i just attach him to my bag and hear those kids go, is that the real one? and since im in a sad/bad mood, i just ignore them or glare at them without gaining any satisfaction whatsoever as i might usually gain. he's now sexy beast junior. poor johnny! been on my sad days with me! from tomorrow i shall bring him in good happy moods! and give him his well-deserved flower earring!! mary and john, now doesnt that sound glorious. hoho! (2 simple names, really.)
valentines day, and what happened? ah yes, i had my yellow balloon. i love carrying balloons around and of course the inevitable that they will irritate others and block their way. and i gave desiree her chalkboard photo frame, danielle and sarah the bloody and woody mirrors with pictures. and, oh! i got my greatest wish of all without even consciously wishing for it!!!!!!!!!!! i bloody well got an orange mary smith!! and the warmest part was that on that otherwise insignificant plastic wrapper, the splendid flower was cursively addressed 'Mary Smith'! from sarah and danielle, and it totally made my day! thank you!!!!!!
nowadays ive taken to listening to the beatles. actually its something i borrowed from mister lofthouse but complicatedly, he doesnt know i borrowed it. anyway! it has a orangey bloody red cover with 1 in yellow, and the songs in there are absolutely great. now i gotta tell them apart, paul, john lennon, ringo starr and george harrison. most of all, i like the name john lennon. it sounds so citrussy. ringo, i know, was the drummer. 'MAD about the sixties' had this ad making fun of his hair. sergeant pepper's lonely hearts club band :)
i absolutely cant wait to get out o level results!!!!!!!!! as well as take another roller coaster ride. i really need to write in my diary to keep sane these days but sometimes when im on the bus all i like to do is sit and think. it's all becoming a mad, churning, odd, happy, sad vicious cycle now. and im going to stay if i can help it!!!! i really do want to take tsd! if i can help it meaning if the distance and time everyday is what i can tolerate. ive been sick and to the doctor 3 times in one week and taking tons of medicine.
for our renovated house, my mother wants simplicity. ah, but i am different. my room shall be the only one with carpet, and it shall be mad and wild and colorful and dark and air-conditioned and filled with photos and books and nice couches and drums and a good sound system and a retro look. i am determined to create and preserve it, since my hope of a movie room here is gone. my house will look like a bloody wooden resort with a breakfast nook. doesnt sound too bad, actually. i'll leave the rest to my mother and not be the fussy house princess i was, and be surprised then.
i just saw fifi's graduation photo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its utterly mad!!!!!
oh no, im feeling more dizzy. i hope i get an intense dream tonight i can think about on the bus ride where no one wants to sit next to me, because all the little vs boys dont like sitting next to girls. goodnight!
moled at 2/15/2004 05:28:00 AM