Saturday, November 22, 2003
do you believe in magic
in a young girl's heart
how the music can free her
whenever it starts
and its magic
if the music is groovy
it makes you feel happy like an old time movie
i'll tell you about the magic and it'll free your soul
but its like trying to tell a stranger about rock and roll
moled at 11/22/2003 06:58:00 AM
Thursday, November 20, 2003
now look at the woman on the left. isnt she magical? butterfly duster, magic dust in the air, royal pink chair with her, a turban to signify royal evil and white round earrings! :) the evil royal turban butterfly duster woman. residing in this white place.
today was a lovely day. we met early, bright and sunny. and popped along takashimaya, the most christmassy shopping centre, and it was so peaceful and quiet and with christmas music playing in the background, hopping along to the nice mood. :) jingle bell rock.
i NEED A HOLIDAY JOURNAL. without it i feel totally odd and without thought. i need to WRITE WRITE WRITE THE NIGHTS AWAY. WITH BUBLE. I NEED MY RED AND GREEN TINSEL DIARIES AND MY MAGIC PURPLE PEN. I NEED TO SCRIBBLE ON THE BUS NEXT TO STRANGERS AND WRITE:
I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE STARE AT ME WRITING IN MY DIARY
AND MAKE BIG DRAWINGS OF THEM WITH ARROWS INDICATING WHERE THEY ARE.
I WANT A DIARY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
once i was on the bus with my bright green 'peace' diary (i love that one!! i havent decided on its inheritance!) and this macho tan beefy man was sitting next to me listening to LOUD music where u can only hear the drumbeat, on and on, on and on, and u wonder, what interesting horrid taste! and i was writing. and i knew he would look. i forgot if he did, but i did draw him out. i think at that time i was on my way to a shopping spree, yes i think so. yahoooo!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT A HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ooh. i didnt mean to agitated. i was feeling calm at first, but the thought of my diary just agitated me further. and xiao meeng's perfect present costing too much. well, take a look at that guy above. it reminds me of stargirl and teenage romances. the term teenage romances is disgusting i never liked it from the start. yesterday i asked a primary school classmate if he had a girlfriend, out of total curiosity, mind you, and because im usually direct about these things. he said no and asked me back and i said, no way!!! and spent some time explaining to him why its just natural that i DONT have one, and i found it was hard to explain, really! but just totally....natural somehow now. swinging single and loving it! but i am a disgusting creature, i admitted it myself today after smelling my feet in the shoe shop, and that would definitely be a turn off!!! HAHAHA. plus i am an aggressive creature, though not sickeningly so. personalites, personalities. which reminds me of my big astrology book. this is why i want to study psychology. why, actually? simply because it totally intrigues me.
well well time to sleep. granny has nodded off in front of the tv i presume!! tomorrow will be a day of total impulsiveness and a day of exciting plans and exploring. OH, AND OF SURVIVOR!!!!!!!! breathe, me!!!!
have a nice day, and remember, the citrus smell is the good smell.
moled at 11/20/2003 07:45:00 AM
Tuesday, November 18, 2003
What happened to him after she said "Yes"
PlanetKevin!! His mother Lillian found his blog!!!! this person who looked utterly tired in front of his computer, said his mother (fat cookie) is one who wants to know every single detail of her children's lives and she will not buzz off easily and his blog is, to her, like porn!!! she will feed upon every detail, find out about his life and he says, 'find out who he is', which is 'fucking' serious. aha. my father saw this, and forgot it in just about a minute! i would LOVE to find my brother's blog (if any at all). now i sound like ol lillian. a leech! female anopheles mosquitoe with cauldan flaps and tetraspherical heads sticking out the water! reproducing asexually and releasing thousands of the virus into the bloodstream which will overtake the biochemical system of a cell and cause it to burst! its amazing what i remember after the o levels. -strokes goatee-
ooh hoo hoooo, it just occured to me that i do not really have to study anything for the next month. in fact, i dont. i can spend my afternoons playing pictionary, watching movies, scuttling around, baking, riding a bicycle, enjoying my house, going out, cutting the grass if i want, cutting my hair, and having afternoon tea. SPLENDID!!!!!!!!!!
rejoice! its 10.52pm. hohoho. im not one who is particularly obsessed with counting down the hours. somehow i just dont feel like doing it this time. i hope i feel utterly surprised! and the new harry potter trailer is SO SCARY!!!!!!!! i was afraid just watching it, rather pixelatedly. june 2004, we'll all be in our jcs, and probably still obsessed with harry potter when the time comes.
this really is the time of our lives. i think that the ages 15 and 16 are the absolute absolute best. laughing at ducky male voices, awkward teenage romances, doing the craziest stuff, weaving opinions with others, discovering your style and interests and personality, and the total teenage experience in a single sex school makes for all the excitement. gushing about males (not that i do any of that), fashion, clothes, music, its all just so....nice.
tomorrow is just one of those days, I know that whether I go out or come home I am going to be in complete disarray!!!!! the excitement is just uncontrollable. it makes me jump around my room and squawk to myself and wonder, as i do every 10 minutes, whether the neighbour can see me from the dammit toilet! oh god, oh goddddd, TOMORROW!! my camera has 45 slots, 45 slots, and i got a few surprises, and i can just! just! do anything! i can come home and use the net all day, read a book, go jogging, watch a vcd, eat roti prata, rollerblade (!!!!!!), anything! but i already have exciting plans to do something i havent done since i was about 10. ooooooh.
i proclaim tonight THEE night before the last day of the o levels. read TIME magazine, its one of most marvellous issue ever. isnt marvellous such a delicious word? doesnt the previous sentence just sound utterly absurd? why i guess so. hitler's moustache is also very....stern yet impressive and cool. toothbrush moustache. HOW did his mistresses kiss him? i realise has kind of has the pelvic position. i used to think he was a military man who indulged in women cos he was by their standards suave and charming and scary in all his power.
awww the song always look on the bright side of life has just come on, on my computer! it reminds me of those times when, what? oh, i just remember i watched tons of movies and was really happy. those days of liberation, of youth, of power. thats true yet untrue, and its just something i think from abraham. ah yes, the movies! not my favourites really, like lilo and stitch and that britney spears one, oh, crossroads, and some others. but dangerous lives of the altar boys!! that one was good!!!! (except for the smelly mouth of the person watching it with me) just lazing on the chair with popcorn and food, and watching a movie. a tale. and to think, i can do that again, starting tomorrow!
and now, sweet home alabama! the american idol days. OOOH which reminds me, the body shop has a whole range of christmas stuff! CRANBERRY!!!!!!!! just about one of the nicest smells in the world! it reminds me of holidays and chewing gum! and the colour is just classic tinsel christmas red. lovely.
anyway, have a nice day, whenever you're reading this tomorrow! its probably ended already, and you're settling back at home contentedly for a night of using the net. you means everyone, not a boyfriend people refer to as 'you' on their blogs. hell, no, not me. so, have a super super day and ENJOY.
HAPPY HOLIDAYS
moled at 11/18/2003 06:56:00 AM
Monday, November 17, 2003
SCROTUM SCROTUM I LOVE YOU
i blog, i blog!!!! its amaths tomorrow!!!! WHOOPEEEE!!!!
today is one of thee most energetic days i've had staying at home! i helped my sister rollerblade. she is SCARED of me. when i hold a scissors she gets scared cos she thinks im gonna cut her hair!! Now, why would i do that??????? im just a nice big sister, arent i? and then she bought an umbrella as a weapon against me. so, she is obsessed with holding it around the house!
i absolutely cannot wait for wednesday!!!!! it is my mitochondric thought!!!!!! it releases energy!!!!!!!!!
now, friendster. i am signed on to friendster. oooooh! just added rebecca! the downside is that it is horribly slow. but also, very highly interesting. they told me i am connected to nana dodds. nana dodds. and you get people with all kinds of interests and photos and TESTIMONIALS. HAHAHAHAAA. and get to add all your primary school classmates! hoho, and see their photos now, bikinis and all. -smirk-
i am getting severely obsessed with survivor!! watch michelle's audition video. she looks like a retro waitress!
'i know how to play oh when the saints go marching in. oh when the saints....go marching innn...oh when the saints go ma-eh-arching in.....' my sister just said/sang this.
time to study history. mao zedong is going to be severely distracting. XIAO MEENG!!!!! someone told me its obvious. which again makes me suspect desiree and lynn. but then, they speak of xiao meeng in a way that shows its so authentically NOT them. me and yeehan were just discussing the possibility of, say, i was standing there in my dress, on grad day, and i am complaining, where???? where is xiao meeng??? and desiree goes, I am xiao meeng. ah, i would just....just.......want to...........to..........squeeze her cheeks.
oh, goodbye. wednesday is going to be the day of TOTAL TOTAL TOTAL LIBERATION (almost) !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
from then on, i can just about go out everyday, or relax at home, go and swim, wake up late, sleep extremely short hours, run a marathon, fly a kite, paint my nails black, cut my hair, watch tons of movies, spend hours digging the dirt between my toes, shave my cousin's head, brainwash my sister into letting me cut her hair, spy on my brother, and tons tons tons tons tons more. HALLELUJAH.
moled at 11/17/2003 12:40:00 AM