Saturday, April 05, 2003
boo boo BOOYAH! OH MYYY reading yesterday's entry makes me feel like I was super cranky or something.
BUT no worries, I am all revitalised! My father FINALLY let me out!!!!!!!!!!!! oh YES.
Almost Famous is a great great great movie all about the 60s and 70s and thats why i love it. It's my favourite era of music, or one of my favourite, at least. and the movie's so splendid. All those songs and lady/penny lane was like this golden free-spirited person lighting up the place whereever she went with her fluffy white coat. :D The whole hippy thing too, except I think there werent many hippies in 1969, but im not sure. whatever it is, the whole 60s 70s rock and roll era was glorious!
and the body shop! I cant stop feeling so excited at what i bought there, my first real purchase in 10 days!!!! my first real shopping whatever! this is a big step, u realise. from now on, i can argue my way on to better ground. SWIMMING. IKEA. BORDERS. SHOPPING. but of course, i shall try to finish 80% of all work by mon.
oh of course the school closure thing is contributing to all his magnificent happiness. yaaaay. bad thing is, when school DOES reopen, i will feel far far far too sick to go back. i dont think its very much sitting behind a gray table and all like desiree thinks, but its the fact that we're just spending the, i quote, 'sparkling part of our lives' in school! its just one of the greatest dismays. plus watching almost famous today has made me feel all the more this way. there's so much more colour to life than blue and white and there's so much more puffy fluffs and on-the-road thrills than arguing on belts and burying our heads in tests, dammit! think of the hippies. boy did they look like they enjoyed life dressing up like that, loving the records of the era, and dancing among the fields and going the woodstock fair (ithink) where they sat around in campfires and strummed guitars. isnt that simply glorious? :-D
Off, to pamper myself with me new products!! Yabadabadooooo.
Listen to these:
*Mrs Robinson-Simon and Garfunkel
*Sleeping Child-Michael learns to rock
*Copacabana
moled at 4/05/2003 05:08:00 AM
Friday, April 04, 2003
today wasnt so bad. the flea only cried once when she didnt know how to play monopoly. thinking of it makes me wanna tear my hair out yet again. but i wont. calm downnn.
i always feel happy after survivor, my all-time favourite show, i just love it, i cant stop being excited during survivor, i even shout minorly at stupid things. this makes me realise, my room holds a lotta bad memories for me! all those days i felt like tearing my hair out. hokay, enough of bad memories already!!!!
I NEED NEXT WEEK! i just NEED it. for psychological health, yes, i do.
i must not be bothered that i have the essay, bio to study, physics to study, and physics ws. they can be finished in a day, minus physics studying. yippee.
so WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG???? The irritation bug has gotten me bad. I am this exasperated and annoyed thing perpetually the whole day! Maybe its the homework.
well tomorrow i will hopefully be whisked off to a nice place from which we might proceed to have a nice lunch yum yum, and SHOP. Note the use of hopefully and might.
the more i cant figure out whats causing this strain and annoyance is all the more IRRITATING!!!!!!!!!!
in fact, the peak of the day was survivor itself! and when for a second, i did not consider the fact that my father will not let me take a cab to the nice place. and when i was asked and asked to go and ahhhh!
WHAT IS WRONGGGGGGGGGGG
7 minutes later ooh that was weird. i suddenly dont feel so annoyed anymore. inner rantings?
moled at 4/04/2003 07:53:00 AM
Thursday, April 03, 2003
WELL American Idol. Simply, to me, clay is seeming odder and more like pinocchio, carmen is seeming more 'razzling-dazzling', trenyce is worse, kim c is goooood and roooben is fabulous. i got goosebumps when he sang today. oh boy and the car wash thing was so...so...i hate using the word cute, but yes, cute. and simon's adorable as ever. oh and clay and carmen have something going on i think!!!! good! at least it wont seem like clay is a bit of a sissy. :D:D the word seacrest is being drilled into my mind. disco theme's good! Its 60s and 70s music! My favourite genre and modern era. hippies and all. the start of MAD magazine. and it was just this marvellous period of time, at least to me.
more homework, dammit. SERIOUSLY, i will be devastated if there are no hols next week. someone i want them in a way so i can redeem all the time i spent lazing around this week. u know, i used to be rather obssessed with spending the hols well. in the end everything would just fit into place. this is one weird holiday. it just feels weird. some nights it feels superb some nights its the most annoying feeling in the world.
YES YES YES another step to freedom. i am allowed out to more secluded areas!!!! relenting dad means happy daughter who will read the papers like he says. annoying cousin and sister means hair tearing day where sister cries at least 8 times saying everyone is an idiot. paranoid granny means girl is forced to eat pears all day. paranoid person who doesnt feel like doing anything means yahoo graffiti and wordracer all day.
speaking of which, there was a dutch man in the room at graffiti! sirsantahohoho is me.
husseinbaggio: hallo
sirsantahohoho: hi
summer_third: hello. click start
husseinbaggio: ich habe start
sirsantahohoho: what language is that?
summer_third: english
husseinbaggio: deutsch
sirsantahohoho: oh
summer_third: im confused
summer_third: ....
hussenbaggio: arme
he answers in dutch and all. man.
husseinbaggio: was los!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(he leaves just as i type)
sirsantahohoho: but if u answer in dutch, how do u ever get it right?
galaxy_gal12: YESS!!
summer_third: lol
he was just spouting dutch as the answers all the way. oh boy.
can you believe its thurs already. what has happened to the whole holiday dammit???? it just flew past and i dont even know what Im doing. im just waking up and then, what! its afternoon already and before u know it time to sleep, that's if i stay home. i know what to do! tomorrow, ban cousin and sister from entering room. they have given me enough headaches and hypocricy to deal with. (one moment i tell me sister, "u're an idiot!" cos she exasperates me so, the next moment, i say "oh no...nononono, u're not an idiot. u're a good girl. ok? dont cry. good girl.") THEN, i will proceed to do my homework. i will do it and reward myself with yahoo graffiti and wordracer. then maybe i can go for a nice tony romas dinner and watch SURVIVOR(:D:D:D:D:D) afterwards and feel ever so victorious. YESSS. I will do that!
moled at 4/03/2003 06:26:00 AM
Wednesday, April 02, 2003
WE WON I KNEW WE WOULD!!!! And Im far more excited bout it than the looney cow who needs more peppering up. dead brown skinny insect.
I feel a total and complete urge to SPEND MY MONEY, DAMMIT!!!!! I have been going to the asylum 4 out of 7 days now!
Well I wont be anymore. time for war with the pelvis herself. no questions asked.
*Tomorrow: wake up early. listen to class 95. plan war strategy. do something worthwhile all day, say, chat on the phone/come online/annoy the people at home. american idol!!!!!
FRIDAY: YES, SURVIVOR! piranha goes mad! yippeeeee.
*SEEEEE. I have blogged. the war has begun. so dont wiggle yer udders at me!
housefly in my room. housefly in my room. housefly in my roooom. helppp. EWW!!!
moled at 4/02/2003 06:07:00 AM
Tuesday, April 01, 2003
I am from Napoli. My Papa, he is dead. And my Mama. All gone. I am compleeetely ALONE. (I just love mr bean)
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I went to desiree's in the afternoon and oooh yes, I played Monopoly with the queen herself and the troll.
OH YESSSSSS. At first, it seemed he was so lucky and kept getting all the money and everything and he was the brave knight on his shining silver horse moving fearlessly and proudly across the board. Annoying. And oh, how charitable he became. He let me off for my $400 debt and helped me pay desiree $800! Maaaadness. And he was so silly he told us to pay the money for the rent when he had houses. I was laughing so hard i had to excuse myself and go to the loo for a while. And all hope was bleak that we were ever gonna win the little brat who kept trying so hard to throw the dice fancifully while shouting 'Jumanji!' or 'I am petrified!'. He owned the red and the orange and it was so hard to pass. Desiree and I were reduced to mainly mortgaged property for a while.
THEN, she became bankrupt, and gave me everything she owned and that's when it began!!!! We began to win. Yes, win. And go looney with shrieks of happiness. And oh my, her secret stash!!!!!!!! Just when I thought i didnt have enough money for any houses. Its rather funny how happy we were just to see him land there. And a deal me and him struck earlier meant that for 10 times when I landed on his red/orange, no paying required. HAHAHAA. He got scared, and tried reducing it to 5. Hoho! And it was pure, pure delight. And joy. After ALL those times, I mean, EVERY time he comes to disturb. He got angry, of course, and grumpy, the sausage-lipped mister. It was sooo tremendously satisfying to see him annoyed. Like when he gave me $10 short and I told him and he handed over another 10 and I could see the anger boiling up in him. HA. Come to think of it, I was so very much drowned in delight I almost couldnt stop smiling. It felt so good every single time he landed on our property and how it felt everytime he got annoyed and the way the power began to shift. We were just shouting and screaming in delight all along!! Or groaning when he didnt land on our space (the powerful blue and yellow squares, by the way). And the game goes on tomorrow!!!!! I almost feel like creating a card saying 'Sorry you lost'. I am feeling so super happily evillllll now HOHHHHHO :D:D:D:D
We are in a race! We are winning, we are winning!
moled at 4/01/2003 06:47:00 AM
Monday, March 31, 2003
Another one of those laaaaazy days.
WWW Day Part 1
*4 weddings and a funeral! Its a good movie except i couldnt feel much for it cos sometimes i couldnt get what they were saying.
*RAT RACE!!!! Hilarious as ever. yes and hitler has a BLACK MERCEDES. what a cool little thing.
*chat with jojoboy in irc. HAHA. I should go more often to get a kick outta this!
hi intro pls
<[summer]> sec 4/st nicks
<[summer]> u?
15m oss waterpolo
u wat ur cca
<[summer]> drama and dance
<[summer]> urs?
waterpolo
wat ur name
<[summer]> oh yes.
<[summer]> petunia
<[summer]> urs???
<[summer]> jo...el?
joseph
<[summer]> oh okayyyy
<[summer]> hehheh.
<[summer]> is my name disgusting?
sound like tuna
sorry
<[summer]> how intellectual
<[summer]> no, actually that isnt my name
<[summer]> its worse
<[summer]> my name's delilah
than
ok
r u sure
<[summer]> yah duh
<[summer]> its on my ic
<[summer]> diot
<[summer]> oh yeah whts oss?
petunia and delilah...lovely names arent they! peTUNA.
*hoho looked thru article on 50 most eligible bachelors in CLEO, criticised and made copies of stuff from the article like 'turn-offs', 'what is the sexiest thing a woman can do?', 'how would you romance a woman?', 'what is the sexiest part of a woman?' and there are some interesting things there. Like most of em, thinking women are they're maids, say that giving them a back massage is the sexiest thing, which is quite fine, but worse, there are some who think a woman cleaning up their room for them is sexy?!?!! oh PLEASE! when asked how can a woman hurt them, 2 said 'they cant hurt me' oh yes. RIGHT.
SO, if you wanna base your actions on these, and u want to get someone, you should be yourself, yet be his maid and have great smoking eyes and legs. And dont smoke, dont lie, dont cheat, dont laugh too violently, dont be too aggressive and be good at massages. And like star gazing and watching the sunrise cos most of them cant think of much else. reading about garrett hoo (the guy in the singtel wireless connections ad talking to his boss) is making me oddly annoyed.
oooooh yes so that was the end of WWW day part 1.
mister smart aleck reckons the holiday will stretch. so it will. he reckons we need isolation. we mustn’t meet more than say, 3 friends all at once! so we wont. he reckons we should read the papers all day. so we will. arent we good liddle boys and girlsss? Ooh YES we are. there has got to be an explanation for why the night makes me so cranky and annoyed.
studying tomorrow. i will study, i will. eyeballs, hormones and sexual reproduction. simply delightful!
yet another cranky day. WHAT HAS HAPPENED???? (years ago i would wake up at 7.30 have toast for breakfast and play monopoly with my brother all day, lose it all yet feel accomplished at the end!) Oh this reminds me, miss monopoly queen, we simply must have a go tomorrow!
“It is a race, it is a race! I am winning, I am winning!”
moled at 3/31/2003 05:43:00 AM
Sunday, March 30, 2003
Vegetarians by Roger Mcgough
Vegetarians are cruel, unthinking people.
Everybody knows that a carrot screams when grated,
That a peach bleeds when torn apart.
Did you believe that an orange is insensitive
to thumbs gouging out its flesh?
That tomatoes spill their brains painlessly.
Potatoes skinned alive and boiled,
The soil's little lobsters.
Don't tell me it doesn't hurt when the peas are
Ripped from their overcoats
The hide flayed off sprouts
Cabbage shredded, Onions beheaded.
Throw in the trowel and lay down the hoe,
Moe no more, let me people go!
something a good friend did for speech n drama in the past, nicely aggressive!
moled at 3/30/2003 06:35:00 AM
Hello everyone, I am officially going rather off balance!
Because, I cleaned up my room for 8 hours today, with my mother, who wasnt very dotty today. It makes me feel rather empty and very, very odd. My table is rather...empty, the green table's gargantuan pile is gone, the stuff toys arent lying around, the walls dont have anymore of those long-ago pictures, the high-class-food-serving-table is empty and it is NEAT! can you believe it is neat!
and my mind is all boggled up after hours of deciding, should I keep that flowery frock I wore years ago??? ?Cos i like keeping things. Maybe its sentimentality but i just keep a LOT of things. and there are really some funny things. Like super super prune-shrivelled neon-like worn-out orange tights.(which i DID end up keeping! ooh all the disgusting tights i used to own. i used to love tights.) and some disgusting checkered crumply puffy blouse my mother wants me to wear. and a disgusting hammocky white blouse/sweater thing my mother's mother bought! the things these older women like. and i pleasantly rediscovered the existence of some clothes i forgot...existed.
curlyourhair@the-lair.com
hm, i like hitler's car! It is a black something, i forgot. mercedes? but i dont like mercedeses. but whatever it is, it's nice. i watched rat race yesterday at desireeee's. yes, hilarious!!!! my god. i laughed like i havent had since i heard the class 95 prank call from the ROM. mr bean: oh, my papa is gone. and my mama. i am compleeetely..a-lone./i am in a race! I am winning, I am winning! :D:D
sat night-peak of happiness of hols.
sun night-peak of madness of hols
I NEED A PLAN.
i just ate awfully chocolate cake, but it's banana flavoured cos it was the last left. it wasnt so very nice but so as not to disappoint my parents i went 'Mm, very nice!' and immediately cringed at how high my voice suddenly flew. its 10, the news is over, and part of s'pore is left in partial-trauma yet again.
(7 DAYS AHEAD OF ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
moled at 3/30/2003 06:10:00 AM
